Self. Centred.

Started work with a new Company called Sanmina-SCI. Mainly involved in admin stuff. Gotta be steady with tracking lots of items. It's a big lie when I say I dun need to work OT because I have already started working OT within my first week at Sanmina which is like on my 4th day of work?

Went out last night with Daniel my best bud to just chill and we ended up hopping places till like 5am in the morning. Sure had been a long time since I stayed out for such a long period of time. Not sure if I really enjoyed what we were doing but I was glad I had his company. Didn't want to spend my time just feeling depressed at home. And just doing things till I can go home to knock myself out is one sure way of confirming I do not have any energy to waste on thinkin about unneccessary stuff especially those who do not contribute any positivism only negativity.

Upcoming StageArts Performance @ Bishan Park on 2th September. Looking forward to it. Just hope nothing major comes up disrupt the practises. Think the items are about 60% ready just a little more chereo with minor touch-ups to formation, polishing and fine-tuning the traffic flow of formation changes. Anyway it is examination period for most of the NYP students so practises had been reduced to just once a week instead of the usual two with Hiphop and Jazz alternating around each other. In other words, it means we're now practising Hiphop/Jazz once every fortnight instead of the usual once a week. Think I'm gonna be realllll stiff when I get back to the next jazz stretching routine. Sigh~

Gotta start getting ready for Pat's class at Jitterbugs. I do need that adrenaline rush to get my day going, period.

A storm is brewing within
Of flashes of lightning and rumble of thunder
Air gets sucked in and conforms
Twirls faster and faster

In the eye of the storm
Lies the heart already torn asunder
Belittled, frayed, withered
Caged in this prison of whirlwind

Touch it but can't touch it
See it but can't see it
Feel it and you get sucked it
With no way of knowing when you stop

How long have I been in this storm
so overwhelmed by the whirlwing's shapelessness
Ground's getting harder to tread
with these torrents rushing around my head

You do not have to worry about me. Just show more concern for the other person instead. I think that party probably wants your attention more. I'm used to being strong myself anyway.

~ Its about yourself after all isn't it? No word of thanks for me bringing you to see the fireworks just a simple message of saying you didn't enjoy the 'whole thing' simply because your mentor scolded you for a mistake you made. My fault?